MusiCaL WaiTing GrouNd....

Marathon Pre Post Mood.

2008-12-10T18:18:00.003+08:00

10/12/2008 1816pm

This is some new thing found in my life..... wow... u see>? Marathon is the new thing!

the last time i wrote this blog is probably june... but now is december.... half year liao... so basically for the last half year, i am bored in life... but this 42km really excite me.... haha

It's after roadshow..... 4.30pm 6dec2008. I rush home.... prepare to sleep.. but i receive call from Ym...... so we went to queens town to buy NEW SHOE for marathon...... I spend $182 for that super nice and shiok ASCIS shoe.... New shoe for marathon? ??? >>>> haha commit sucide..... but if i wear my BMT shoe... then most probably i won't be about to finish it.

$182..... is so exp.... but worth it.... next time buy ascis shoe!!! for this first time marathon... i spend around....

$15 for shorts

$12 for Power Bar Gel

$182 for Shoe

$65 for registration

$???? for alot of carbo loading. haha

after that we went for dinner.... go back and take a nab...... intend to sleep straight to 2.30am then pick ym up and straight to the marathon carpark... to snatch place... haha... but i only manage to sleep from 940pm to 1045pm..... thats all.. then i watch tv till 2am then go out liao....

we trying to load carbo before sleep once sleep....... but no food available except CHEERS and 7-11.... we eat cup noodles then hurried back to car and sleep.

inside the car, ym sleeping like pig.... i can't even sleep.... 5am.... we reach the start point.... there are at least 20,000 ppl there..... so many ppl running... omg...... it's so COOL man..

the motivation was so high........ the crowd lead me through the first 21km without stopping.... only stop to squeeze out the blister's water!! NEW SHOE!!!.... but is a damn nice shoe.... i can really feel the bouncy bouncy stuffs in the shoe.. $182... worth it!. haha.... first 21km is nothing........ 2 hours 29mins on my watch...... eat 3 packet of power gel...... haha.... hourly eat once.... drink damn lot of water....

muscle aching and mental shagness come around 23km onwards....... damn it...... the freaking East Coast Park is a never ENDING shit......... around 14km..... i am already in ECP..... till 26km.... i still in EAST COAST PARK........ i hate that feeeling.... it pull me down straight...... when it U turn at 21st km........ left leg muscle... start to cramp..... i use alot of HEAT RUB from alot of "mei mei" omg.... haha then i feel the numbness... then i carry on run.... the numb+mint+heaty feeling can only last about 15minutes? then i have to walk already........

the shagness made me feel like giving up....... shit man.... still around half..... the km is getting slower and slower...... 23km.... 24km...... 25km..... 26km...... 27km...... omg... drive me fucking crazy.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have to force myself to run............. if i walk all the way... it will nv end........ i want to end this pain asap....... how to force? i keep doing mental counting myself...... for every 15 counts of run..... i walk 15 counts..... that means...... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 and 2,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 and 3,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 and 14,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 ....... all the way.... through this technic..... i manage to survive till the torturing 39km....... from there onwards.... i slow jog all the way till the end point........

YEAH.... damn the 5 hours 39mins and 29 sec of torture..... yeah....here come my finisher tee and medal......

i remember a indian fat auntie about age 40...... keep overtaking me...... i hate this feeling..... old woman.... old man.... young woman.... young man..... fat woman.... fat man,...... ALL OVERTAKING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Impossible....... i muz train better.... even pretty woman can do it..... i can sure do it.......

surprisingly i finish it........... after army since..... 1 & half years ago..... i nv even run anything above 10km....... i finish it... yeah... MIND OVER BODY!!!

as i said..... " with such determination, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!"

Nv do cool down at all..... forget..... first time running... noob..... now have to enjoy the painfulness...... the damn pain situation.... cannot even up and down the stairs....

2008-06-23T11:32:00.004+08:00

Mel Joan Vonne

23 june 2008 1133

I'm very sad..... sad....

Joan had passed away on 19 June 2008....

The feeling is like i still got words to tell her.... but knowing that she can nv hear what i say anymore. That's why i am sad.... although i donno what to tell her even god give me a chance to send her a msg.

Thinking of it..... she is my senior in STA.... then slowly she became my buddy.... and we almost had dinner every night before we meet client. She's soft spoken.... i used to call her 'lin dai yu'...... she treat me very good.... there was once i hint her that her pen very nice........ she gave me 1. after getting the pen, no ink liao.... i hint her.... she passed me the ink refill. she also Bought me a guitar book on my birthday.

I received alot of things from her...........

- tons of clorets & esclipse sweets
- a very nice pen from her
- ink refill
- Guitar Book for my birthday present
- her metal ruler is always on my desk.... even she used finish still put on my desk.
- Lip Gloss (when we go japan)
- 'Air Sick' Medicine (when we go japan, she worried that i will feel unwell because i first time sit aeroplane.
- Should have alot alot alot more...... which i can't remember......

thinking back again..... i always disturb her in roadshow when i'm bored. She massage for me sometimes when i tired.

keep thinking back..... the very first few days... i keep asking her... how's life of selling insurance... what is inside her plastic bag..... our conversations....

i have know her for almost a year only. still thinking from the very first day of how i know her till 19 june 2008.... the day when i actually put a cup of coffee in front of her table and say "Joan, have your breakfast". There after...... i gave her my last respect... praying her with joss stick... thinking "Our friendship although stop here, but i hope we shall be friends again next life." Haizzz.......

sad.........

lastly...... goodbye my frenz...

2008-06-16T09:00:00.001+08:00

16/6/2008 0900

Sad.

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2008-06-11T10:14:00.003+08:00

11/06/2008 1015

Thank u all my brothers and sister for remembering my birthday!

Thanks for all ur efforts + Gifts+ Surprises like

-organizing batam trip (Ying Ming) <--- remarkable organizing power.. keep it up.
-organizing KTV (Zheng Ming)
-asking me out for dinner (Jiahe & Yingru)
-PRATA cake (Man Chun + Ying Ming) WHICH I NV SEEN SUCH A SURPRISE BEFORE this life
-Spending the night with me on 7th june 08 and 9th june itself.... eating super sweet stuffs (girl)
-Ang Bao..... yeah (God Mum)
-Mee Suan with 2 eggs (Mum)
-Guitar Book (Joan)

Thanks -long quan for waxing my leg while i sleeping (damn pain)
-racho for tahaning me that night... keep disturbing u. ha.. not enough sleep is like that

Thanks Jane for the Super Accurate Timing to SMS me happy birthday.... damn got heart
Thanks Charmaine for Remembering the Wrong Date... haha... but got heart la.
Thanks "Shen Xian Jie Jie" for your present.
Thanks Whoever i forget to thanks..... yeah.... should type this earlier.

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2008-05-27T01:26:00.002+08:00

27may2008 0129

What should i say here......... my feeling now is @^&*%^&*()(#$%^ ........ but how come? how>? one thing i learn from Gerard is "how? HOW? HOW?" haha.....

The feeling now is juz like.......

- i want to walk in "A" direction... but i am thinking of "B" direction......
- the thing is i cannot accept myself to walk in "A" direction while thinking of "B" direction
- But i cannot go for "B" direction because is an dead end.... and also..... dangerous route with obstacles which block me.
-but yet i thinking of it.

I cannot be like cmc or zm, walk in both directions and anyhow scatter their bullets. Really cannot. how? how? HOW?

- That's why i STOP WALKING and STAND in the middle of the LOST ROAD waiting for lorry to bang me hard then i can die off immediately and go to a better place and sell insurance. haha

When talk about insurance, !!!!!!! how come i knock on "PEOPLE"'s door but only DOGS and MAID entertain me.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where are all the PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-23T23:54:00.003+08:00

23/04/2008 2354

it's been a week ever since i am back from japan...... i still close '0' cases!!!!!!!! how to switch back to working mode.

Probably i need something to motivate me. ok.... if i hit $5k in 1 month i will buy myself a guitar! for every case i close i will pay money to go wash car instead of washing myself. Ok Set!

when talk about guitar, there are too many songs in mind i wish to play.....

- Yang Cong - yang zhong wei
- Secret - Jay Chou
- Cai Hong - Jay Chou
- Katrina - tao ze
- Xiao Tai Yang - may day
- wo bu hui chang ge - luo zhi xiang

too many... too many in mind. .... i muz master these 6 songs......

Can god please grant me some crazy guitarist with same dream and thinking in mind so that we can practices, learn and play guitar together. Only birthday Wish! only Goal in life. Make it big in music.
Superband 2 is too late...... probably..... superband 3! haha...... I wish, i wish , i wish... but no such frenz.

This is the only thing that in my mind that keep me away from focusing 100% in work!

And also, i finally found someone that can increase my heartbeat ever since poly times till now... it's been 5 years.... i've been walking, looking, searching, seeing, thinking while waiting for YR, I thought i could never find another girl in this life that can "shine" so brightly in my eye! Omg, u can't imagine how the "shine" can last overnight and affect my whole day activities! haha.... so cartoon right.... but is true.... like a sun like that... so bright. Always Smile. haha

and i'm going to die very soon... i tell u all.... Everytime i see her, my heartbeat go "bing bong bing bong bing bong." then somemore i almost everyday see her...... =P can't imagine how is it from good feeling can turn into this kind of "bing bong" feeling....... Jialat Jialat.. Jialat....

And who is she? "???? ???? ????"

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2008-04-17T11:29:00.004+08:00

Wong Jit Tat + Ng Aik Tat

Chua Synn Ying Our Food Ticket......

3 Bi Sheng, argh..... i bought it 380 yen...... they bought it 300yen... wasted 1 sing dollar

Mei nu........ from singapore..... not japan. haha

Toilet........ Wee Wee...... Remus->Alvin->Me->Paul

17 april 2008 11.29am

Juz wake up!!!! suppose to jog at 9am...... but rain spoil (me, ym, des)'s planning!

anyway i juz come back from japan.

I can't believe that i forget my main objective for going japan..... that is to buy a keychain! a apple keychain from disney land! Play too much......... or infact not in my heart anymore.... how can i nv even think of it until last day of japan.

3rd time dreaming of someone. this has not happened to me for the past 5 years! Am i crazy? I think currrently only yingming+jane understand who i dream of. haha.....

Thanks ym for driving me back from changi airport in the middle of the night with a sudden request! 15 years buddy means 15 years buddy....... xiong di jiu shi xiong di.

yesterday should be a happy day to start work.... but i received news from army buddies..... that shaoming's mum had passed away. Out of the sudden, Very very sad feeling come out from my heart.... affected my whole day. I am easily affected by all these things..... although i only eat dumplings from her mum once before only but i truely feel sad. Haizzz.....

hope to forget about that... it's an happy day today. I muz rush for my Top FYC or Top RP cannot lose to junior..... haha

here are some pictures...... put abit nia.... so many.

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Joan always bring animal on a trip..... pig then now is dog......

Juz reach narita Airport!

Train to disneySea.......

Cai Lao Shi

Tokyo Rider........

2008-04-17T00:43:00.001+08:00

17 april 2008 1.17am

suppose to upload some photo from japan... but copy paste till sleep.... so tired... perhaps next time.

ended.... asap

2008-04-01T02:10:00.002+08:00

1 april 2008 0220

Wow wow wow.....

So long nv write all these shitty stuffs..... got alot to say. wow... last updates is donno when already. Ermmmm start from where lei? ... ... ....

ok, i start from,...... recently i got got to know a crazy man name Paul chow, 30+ year old, still as hyper as little boy. At the same time i got to know a funny girl, her name is Vonne Chua. This 2 person add together = a crazy and noisy place. They brought back those primary school funs i Missed. hahaha....... then there is this pretty thin lady named daphney, her voice is so "seow hun". So nice listening to her talking. And also a "ping Ma" with great singing voice also and pretty updated to "chao liu". These four person juz make the office more lively. But sad to say, i am shifted to another office.... but i understand "tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi" taught by yin hang.

Then i went to KL...

Then i going japan 10th april..... yeah.... so shoik.

ok, then huh, recently i noticed that i am not really concentrating on my work. Nv really did my part. Like ZPing...... haha no one knows about this except STA. Juz need to get it back to my real work before it turns into a habit.

ok... then 1 day per week, me cmc desmond rex haven been playing Wii like children liike that. once we start playing,,,, it willl be like at least 5 to 6 hours thing. haha... so terrible.

Then saturday night, which is sunday morning, 29 march 2008, i went to watch movie with a person that i nv thought i will be out with her alone. Guess who? guess lor..... i will nv say. it's a secret between me and her. But she really change my boring and hopeless night to at least a activity for the day. if not, i will feel super unsatisfied with my weekends. Anyway thanks K.

Hope to have another session with u.
And Hope we will not have another session again.

Haha..... donno who will understand what i thinking through this 2 sentence. It's between correct and wrong. I donno whether is it right or wrong to do so.

Haizzz............ i think i wanna slp liao. Will Put some japan photo after 16 april. See u. Will not update so fast cause i busy working and sleeping.

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2008-01-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

01/01/2008 2241

Happy New Year to All my Dear FRENZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So cool to have u all.......

ever since christmas eve till now,,,, i've been playing playing playing playing outing outing outing but NOT WORK..... i'm gonna work hard for this year......... 2008... is the year. not later or later or later...... is NOW or NEVER!

i am going to

- forget about asking YR out.
- forget about the past.
-forget about games.
-forget about tv.

basically forget about everything that is going to lead my way to succeed!

too many outings with frenz really make me tired + LAZY..... although i really enjoy spending times with all my frenz.,.. but really affect me... as an self employed!

WORK Hard
WORK Harder
WORK Hardest
WORK Harderest
WORK Harderester
WORK Harderesterest
WORK Harderesterester
WORK Harderesteresterest
WORK Harderesteresterester
WORK HARDERESTERESTERESTEREST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

HUAT HUAT HUAT! HAHA

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WORK

2007-12-11T17:12:00.000+08:00

11/12/2007 1715

today is so bored.. 2 of my buddies nv come to work. Leaving me behind. so sad. haha however i will still go for appointment tonight.

i long time don have this type of feeling already.... this kind of ''empty' feeling! Is like kind of "missing", "sad", "want to know but scare to face", "don dare to ask"........ only 1 person in this world can affect my mood until like this and that is you.

1000 sentences from 1000 people, millions words from million of ppl can't affect/hurt my feeling...... but juz a simple sentence from your mouth can kill me instantly... although is not purposely but stilll... haha pain.

1 question, " will you go mad? ...... if ......"
my answer, " i also donno, i hope not.... but i believe i won't go mad... i'll WAIT'

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2007-11-15T12:32:00.000+08:00

15/11/2007 thursday 1233

ermmm... so pretty tired. till frenz ask me out on saturday sunday i also busy..... seldom got time nowadays.

Time is divided into 1% frenz, 1% family, 1% in 1 woman, 20%sleep, 77% working hard. Life is cruel in this way... haha but very fulfilling. earn $$$$$$ bo bian..

the only group of frenz that i always meet out is ying ming + cmc + fendy..... we are all SELF EMPLOYED working for ourselves. haha... guess we got the same goals and dreams in life thats why so gam!

-WuShu frenz seldom meet le even pearlyn + cheebyeric.
-macpherson frenz more worst!
-boon keng frenz more more worst!
-army frenz also worst!
-god family also no time!
-NYP frenz jialat.... nv attend their mahjong session at all!

basically only meet up a group of good brothers only la... haha... no time except midnight! haha...

this SGK8031S is my car.... so smallll!!!! haha

buddy car.....mine is the centre black plate car... haha

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2007-10-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

16102007 0051

oh ya... forget to tell u all this mooncake is very nice.... agar agar+chocolate + doono wat la!!!!!!

HAIZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz........
an insurance agent like me....... ermmzz.... i play SUPER HARD.. and i work DAMN HARD too.... now i juz realised that i shagging SUPER JIALAT... will i die early?

haha...... super tired from work... super sunburn + muscle ache from soccer.... now super sleepy... haha... omg..

wow last week i sang KTV @ ORchard party 3 times..... sunday.... thursday.... saturday.... haha.... damn stupid... sing till donno wat to sing liao. waste money.

wow.... everyday wear tie...... soooooo handsome... haha

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2007-10-08T11:06:00.001+08:00

08102007 1106

today nothing special. only work. but saturday night was a funnny night.

i went to chunting's birthday celebration... then i got to know her frenz. Her name is ai ling. lol... this girl is totally a CRAZE.... omg better BeWare! haha

shit man,.. i sprain my left ankle and right knee yesterday during soccer times... like totally disable lei. once i walk got the "crack clack" sound. jialat liao

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2007-10-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

06102007 0012

At this time, i should be @ zouk with Yingru, Jiahe, castor and fangwen mah. but y am i here lei? haha.... this show that ppl will really changed! haha.... if last time i will surely go zouk with them.. because of yingru. but now... haha..... nothing can affect my mind! because i can work very very hard like a cow to become successful like andy lau! haha....

i believe that i have turned into a better soul!~~~ Anyway i really HATE DRINKING! it will cause me to be fucking terrible..... itchiness all over my sexy body.

hope u all enjoy ur clubbing! haha cause i buay gian! hahaha...

good nitez all!

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2007-09-19T12:18:00.000+08:00

19/09/2007 1224

wow a WARNING for all my frenz.! NEVER EAT "BAK CHOR MEE" with KOPI O ICE! will give u a super great immediate effect! stomachache till siaoz ah! haha...

anyway thanks marc! haha.... and that uncle lim' ! haha for repairing my computer! wow... if not donno need to spend how much extra money for that! haha... THANK U! haha
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2007-09-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

02 september 2007 2323

omg.... juz celebrate my sis birthday at a place named "101 seafood buffet" ermmm.... should be la. can't remember much. The smoke there is "wowWOWOWOW" damn alot! and the food there is as usual lor... nothing special.! To me is not nice la. haha.... then the PRAWN and CRAB is DAMN FRESH! omg.... hahaha jump out from the BBQ plate! and my bowl! wtf.... totally very cruel! CRUEL until i no mood to eat both the prawn and crab! cause is a living thing..! maybe can try to eat vege from now on! hahaha

then i juz talk to an army frenz..... his name is Alex Sng Lak Seng.! Talk to him pek Cek la.. that asshole is juz an IGNORANCE guy! talk until TULAN...... ANYONE talk to him will sure get fucking pek cek then get TULAN de! Anyway i don need his comment...... he is juz an FXXXing IGNORANCE guy.... this type of ppl only " CUI KONG LAM PA SONG". Nv think through his brain.

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2007-08-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

17/08/2007 1159

Is This The One?

2007-08-12T14:37:00.000+08:00

12/08/2007 1437

Today is sunday! Finally get to sit down infront the computer in a relax mood.!

The last few days were totally very busy with my wushu's sentosa, Secondary gathering, Poly's clubbing! Sooo many activities...... all i attended... but didn't enjoy to the fullest! CAUSE I'm down with a FLU...... Headache!

9 aug! WIth the headache and flu i went to sentosa.... eat sand.. drink sea water.... whack volleyball! PLay SUMO somemore! WAt a loser... IS SO TIRIING especially the SUMO! But is FUN!

10 aug! AFter my work... went straight to meet secondaary FRENZ for a gathering! OMG... there are 20 over ppl gathering at PSingapura! We Made a booking at fish & co..... a table for 25 pls! haha... so happening! really get to see alot of frenz over there! omg..... got TKT, Fendy, shuan, cindy, charmaine, suman thapa+kumarai, Nicholas LUM+CHAN, Weerapong, Choonsiong, tenghui, noraini, aisha, nadia, kenny nguyen, so many so many so many!!!!!!!!!! cant remember much! hhahaha so EXCITED meeting THEM! haha but yet i have to rush over to the other side to meet my --------------------------> POLY FRENZ

PolyFrenZ.... we Meet at DBL O..... is a place i hate! ,,,,, i Hate clubbing! Always got drunk then do sometime stupid ..... so tired Dancing! pui.... But i will still go! bo bian mah.. frenz come first! then.... this is the first time i dance little but drank alot!!!!! ALOT!!!!!!!.... really alot!!!!!!! wow lau eh... drink until i keep saying to myself that "this time die liao... this time die liao" cause i can't even walk properly..... With my FLU & HEADACHE i drink drank drunk..... = shit man.... Liwei insist to send me home and i insist to send myself home.... END UP i was sitting and lying myself on the floor.... downstiar my block! so torturing...... jiahe call me... then i ask for help... so funny... but i really can't get up till i vomit at 4 or 5 am! then i go home....

TIll now i can still see patch of vomitted stuff over on the floor.... so guilty,,, shit... donno who's gonna clean that shit up!.... should have vomit on the grass! haiizz..

Suay.... morning play soccer RAin..... cannot sweat.... JIALAT...... this time itchy till siao liao due to Alchohol drink! Shit. ....

2007-07-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

20/07/2007 2346

Today is a special day! look at the date! but to me is the same old day! working day.... i can feel that my life is getting busier and busier and busier! cause i got alot of courses+seminars+talk+alot of stuffs! well... ermmz... so huh... don ask me y i so long time nv update this blog!.. cause i blog for boringness. so can u imagine that i am boring now?

ERmmx... see? i got nothing to write anymore!. I juz wanna work as hard as possible and buy myself a Guitar as soon as possible!! And is not cheap! cause i want a super EXPEnSIVE one! wahahaha

2007-06-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

14/09/07 1843

Thanks to all my Frenxz who make the efforts to sms/call me on my birthday! I really appreciate them!!!!! At least i know that u haven forget me!!! haha Thanks alot! Although some of them really waked me up when i am sleeping! haha... this one more thanks!

Those who asked me out and i cannot make it... i'm really really very very sorry! Because i had exams going on during the period of my birhtday... and i am too stress about it thats y i rather study than go out! Brothers like CMC+ITA Group, AhLong and JiaHe paiseh huh!

On the other hand.... i've had lunch treat from CBRIC+Pear!, Kbox surprise TREAT from WenKang,ZhiKai,JingYuan+JianXiong! Thanks!

Anyway this birthday i only wish to celebrate with someone.... haha... WISH GRANTED! haha... thanks to my Buddy Brother MARC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU! haha....

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2007-06-01T14:50:00.000+08:00

01/06/2007 1459

one month after ORD..... hahaha learn how to sell car anyway! great experience! but too bad i can't stay there with the all great seller over there because i'm going for another job! Also donno wat job la.! hahaha..... anyway i like sell car! haha fun.....

suddenly very empty in life! hahaha.... no army like very boring like that,. haha not use to it! maybe is because i miss those great buddies in there! Miss my platoon 1 and my brotherly specialist! haha i know they will miss me too haha...!

"tian xia wu bu san zi yan xi......" wahaha i won't forget these guys!

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2007-04-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

29april2007 0131

sad sad sad.... very very very very disappointed!///.....

long time nv walk so high and happy to marc house downstair and buy movie ticket le.... then ENDED UP that shit machine cannot issue any receipt!!!%^&*()

then i ran to aljunied that machine.... then is another fuck up machine... which the keyboard cannot show anything that i type... keyboard spoil! so suay! @#$%^&*()

Then... use my shortest time to take cab down to bugis to use that machine cause i only remember the nearest is that one after i called ying ming!...... Damn IT...... !@#$%^&#%^&* then that damn machine.... atm card cannot POKE IN! Argh...... Vomit blood and die! GIVE UP.... TOTALLY GIVE UP+ VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE! puiz,...

but the most stupid thing is that i come back and check internet... then it shows that.... the nearest one is actually aljunied MRT!!!!!!!!! Damn stupid la... that may be the best one out of so many!

VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE! VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE! VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE!
VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE!
VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE! VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE! VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE! VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE! VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE! VOMIT BLOOD AND DIE!!!!! pui

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2007-04-15T14:22:00.000+08:00

15/04/2007 1425

Sometimes when taking neo print, i feel that i'm really old enough and shouldnt do that anymore. These 2 bitches are 1year and 2 year younger than me! i'm old! anyway love u all back HARD HARD!!! haha

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2007-03-31T18:38:00.000+08:00

31032007 1839

long time nv write some shit here. so happy.... can see that my ORD counter is gonna end! 30+ days......... hahaha easy....... slp eat slp eat slp eat finish!

Damn bo liao today.... friday+saturday first time no ppl call me like that..... donno where all the ppl go!? hahaha.... bo liao bo liao bo liao,.,..... haha... whole day haven eat.... donno who going to save me from hunger! help help help help!

hahaha..... CHeerRZ to all my ORD brothers from BMT SISPEC ETI and AEC.......

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2007-03-02T08:58:00.000+08:00

02/03/2007 0858

Friday Morning.... juz woke up.... first thing to think of.... Yingru. Have been thinking of her recently.... Really miss her.. nothing except her.

Really nothing in mind..... only know i going to commando camp later for some career fair stuffs!

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2007-02-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

25 feb 2007 2251

Didn't expect today to watch movie with yingming and zhengzheng! lol...... actuallly expect today to be a bad day after my COS duty cause my mentality is like "shit.... surely kana recall by to camp in the afternoon de! SUay!" but is really a surprise to me! so lucky u know... but shit... still got next weekend to standby! sure tio de lor... pui!!! nvm.... ORDing!!

Haiz...... after 3 days of MC this week! tml is the day to really start work le!~ !

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2007-02-17T09:32:00.000+08:00

17/2/2007 0933

didn't know she so efficient! wow so these are the photos!

2007-02-17T09:13:00.000+08:00

17/2/07 0915

happy Birthday to Castor Wong Guan Han and Zhu Yi Da (ita) !!!!!

Happy CHinese New Year to all my frenz in the world!!!

Happy ORDing to all my fellow suffering Specialist!!

this will be the happiest new year i ever had.... cause it involve my ORD man! haha.....

Well.... though disappointed cause yesterday fail to meet yingru again! Again! but.... i think this time is my fault la... cause donno go where then some more i fall asleep nv reply msg! pui.... too bad la..... then somemore i disturb her sleep at midnight also!

Ha.... yesterday go out with CBric + Ah Pear! We 3 take neoprint together! think is so Gay! haha.,.... ermmmzz.... next time post out after pear finish scanning! haha so funny...

Long time nv write this because "Da Shao Chu" then i dismantled my computer! Whahaha

Anyway Happy Valentines Day to Yingru.......
i've spend my valentines day together with 6 army guys! Cheers BROtherZz

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2007-01-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

31/01/07 2230

Yeah.... wednesday.... book out le..... juz for tml volleyball competition.. if win then friday take off.... if lose then go back camp on friday... fuck la....! haizzz..... muz win siaz..... so sleep.... only 2230.... think i go slp liao.... haha.. nitez everyone!

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2007-01-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

28 jan 2007 2310

this week is wonderfully long~... cause this weekend i got no extra duty!!! ~_~! haha.... feeling so good! hahaha... but i am still not scare of EXTRAss!..... No FEAR...... CHeers to wei jian!

Yeah.... feeling so good.... feel that my guitar skill level up again! hahaha.... GOODZzzzzZ haha...

HAizz... i have been looking for my handphone pouch for very long le.... lose it at either jianfei house or manchun house druing christmas! .... shit man..... cannot find! haizzz.... hp pouch.... from yingru..a arghjhaef%^&*()

nitez... booking in in another 6 hours time!

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2007-01-21T10:44:00.000+08:00

21/01/2007 1044

juz come back from camp! Only after ORD then i can stop saying all these sentence "come back from camp la" "going to camp"

recently got a goal... which is not to disappoint that OLD MAN (RSM) till i ORD!

got some nice photos! haha

2007-01-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

13/01/2007 0047

finally out.... every weekend burn a saturday or sunday = sucks! damn that fiacking ass..... got 6 weekend.... left 5 to go..... coming sunday another one! sad... stay inside... cannot do alot of thing... then now my mum wanna spring cleaning.. then i cannot help.. scare all the heavy stuffs she cannot take sia.... later roti prata! pui pui...haha

haizzya.... then make me cannot go for jocelyn wedding on 20th JAN.... fuck sia..... got nothing except fulll of anger and vulgarities when thinking of extra duties..... all the small small things..... damn

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2007-01-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

03/01/2007 0142

Hey hey Happy new year to all reading these! Yeah... didn't get to meet all u because i busy playing MAHJONG!! damnit donno y the world is jio-ing me to play mahjong! DOES MY FACE Look like a mahjong table>???? or a majong tiles? LAst time i loved to play mahjong.. but now.... no longer like it anymore..... so boring! TOUCH->EAT->THROW->WAITWAITWAIT... see? so boriing!

Haha... win 52+52+44 lose 267 !!! overall = lose! haha... but ok la.... quite pain la heart... but ok la... to me.... MONEY is the CHEAPEST thing in the WORLD!!!!!! so i don care..... forgeting the pain is juz like breathing in and breathing out like that easy.....!!! haha....

then so sorry then i put ur aeroplane JINGYUAN! sorry sorry..... really mah fan to leave that play! anyway i got my punishment for not going ur there... haha i lose money! PUNISHMENT!

ahahaha... WORST THING in the world is that i am waking up in 3 hours time juz to book in camp!!!! boring sia!!!! pui,.... feel so good to be outside camp... bye all the love one.. i serving extra DUTIES THIS MONth... can't get out much le! damn! ya.... love u all! nitez

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2006-12-29T03:52:00.000+08:00

29/12/2006 0353

glad to be home.... is a book out day. ya! haha.. better than in camp! pictures taken on christmas eve! yeah.. haha

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2006-12-27T02:37:00.000+08:00

27/12/2006 0243

24th
wonderful christmas eve + christmas! haha.... christmas eve... i do wat? forget le.. oh ya.. i intend to slp whole night but end up at suntecXesplanade with ym+fendy+yida+yishan+a kid.... haahhaha fun night fun night... but i didn't expect that suntec there got so little ppl!!! really very surprise to see so little ppl there... cause i thought outside alot of ppl then i don want to go out! heng not alot la....

25th
meet afternoon at bugis.... with ym's group..... buying present to exchange with them tonight! then haha.. funny... all the things they bought is funny! muz be $$20 +++ haha but i only spend $21! haha.. then at night go jian fei house eat buffet.... follow by CMC house to celebrate his bday which is on 26th dec,. haha... then he've got lots lot lots + lots of surprise i guess.... then his birhtday cake is a Pool Table... wtf... then the pool ball only got 14+1 white ball.... lol.
oh ya.. i got a clock... exchange tio a clock... lucky is HUAN ZHONG... not SONG ZHONG!!!

26th
then stay over at his house playing mahjong with them all night till morning 9am then reach home! well.... shag.... got fainted.... till 1648.. i remmeber the time!!!! cause i see the phone i also surprise that half a day gone! hahha... till now... wonderful 3 days.! haha...

worst thing in the world is i waking up in 2 hours time to book in camp tml! damn it.... but is getting more and more exciting! .................. O..........................R>...............................D.............ing..... 130 days more and the world will be fill with colors... rainbow... angels... children... woman... everything.!!!! Now.. only got... MAN... gay sia... + greenz! pui

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2006-12-24T03:10:00.000+08:00

24/12/2007 0311

Merry Christmas Eve!!!!!!!!! hahaha.... juz came back from yesterday night eric's wedding dinner.... First time in my life, the invitation card wrote my name! Yi Da... haha... next time i will tell ppl my name is Aik Tat. Well.... is the same! haha....

exciting lei.... after dinner me+jiahe+joan go meet weide.... for supper directly!!!! haha eat prata at jalan kayu!!!!!! Then drove wei de back... then drove joan back.... then Lastly.... left me + Jiahe then got nothing to do but don wish to go home.... so we straight go geylang eat Dao Hui (beancurd) + soya milk.... after that then go back although we don wish to go back dude! haha.... anyway really enjoy the moment when we are talking craps!!!! it's been a long time that the 3 of us sit down talking craps le! haha.... although only left me+ jiahe after that but is ok la... still talk like nobody business! haha

oh ya... then i go wedding dinner huh.. the girl who sit beside me is a OMer also! Then this is the second time i saw her.... the first time is last friday! haha.. ya.. then i got to know her name. Her name is Jolene Wang.... not Jolin Cai ok! haha... talking about her is nothing special! One thing special is i kept looking at her (on+off looking ok! not pervert staring!)!!! WHY lei? BECAUSE i think she looks like the beautiful actress "Chen Song Ling" WOW WOW!!!... so Pretty right! Haha... i like to look at her pair of eyes + her lip = unstoppable+can't stop looking!!! Haha...

Omg... can u imagine? look like her! haha

Then basically i ate the one whole table in the wedding dinner+prata+ice teh+beancurd+soyabean!!! haha... FAT!

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2006-12-17T09:48:00.000+08:00

17/12/06 0948

140days 14hours to go........ ORDing..... congratz man..... haha.... back to reality!!!!!!!!! =tml go back camp!!! ha.... wow sianz man.... ya.... boring ah..... haha...

juz come back from fendy house ... ha cause yesteday go out with ym+mj+zm+jm+jianfei then after that meet lq+fendy+wl+ym for supper..... then soon bian teach ym guitar!! haha.... wonderful gathering yesterday!!!!!!! haha.....

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2006-12-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

14/12/06 1057

today as usual..... lazy to go out.... wish to rest at home...... shawming+zk+ah long+hao jie jio me out i all rejected!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.... so sorry.... but i don know why i turn my whole life into a buay steady one...... last time.... juz one call...... no matter wat or how tired i am i will sure go out de!!!!
i think is because i 21 year old liao.... thinking different le!!!

i today nv go out is because i am baking some chocolate cookies..... then the first person i think of letting them try is yingru.... then godfamily.... then no more le..... haha! anyway my family will definitely eat.. so i nv think of them! haha.. then i bring it to godmum house juz to pass it to them then i went home le.......!!!! welll.... vanessa say not bad... is nice! thanks man!...hahaha

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2006-12-13T11:24:00.000+08:00

13/12/06 1124

don feel like saying anything...... something is missing.... donno y

juz receive nice photo......

2006-12-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

11/12/06 0122

don feel like updating recently..... not in good mood! anyway... tio extra! Fiack la..... fucking Lee Wan Seng! #$%^&*( Thanks for burning my weekend.... i'll remember it... bloody mother fucker! Still can fucking laugh and smile infront of me!! damn u....

this whole coming week i clearing leaves...... suddenly donno wat to do..... blank sia! waiting for ppl to call me nia lo!! haha..... well.... mood swing..... lost in life! i think all a*** personnel are like that............ lost in life......

Mood swing is because..... japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan japan

........ can i say i love u ....? .....................................................................

2006-12-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

03/12/2006 2217

Is so boring huh.... life is stupid with so much restrictions!!!!! Damn that Lee MutharFiacker male dog who is 29 year old with a stupid old thinking!!! Filled with full of hatred+angriness+feel like killing him!!!

Welll.... don talk about that Lee MutharFiacker male dog! talk about yaya... friday book out then go meet YR+FW+JH+LW+JC+Andy+castor+debbie to celebrate YR+FW birthday in advance! haha.... cause this is the day that all of us are free...... then after eating at the viliage "mache"... then we go MoMo chiong! got alittle drunk! ..... down with itchiness!!!!!!!! need to jog liao to cure that shit! haha

After that straight to marc house rest an hour like that then got marc to drive me to camp! for COS duty! Damn again... then spend my whole freaking saturday in camp.... until this morning then got to book out!!!! Anyway thanks to Cbric for coming to my camp with his integra to pick me up then go home change then breakfast at katong then play dota till my keyboard lesson!! then after that come back... nv go shi fu house! haha... ermmm then to marc house teach him balloon stuffs! haha

Anyway from friday to sunday,.. i need to thanks Marc - for driving me to Camp
CBric- for driving me back from camp + katong laksa
GodMa- for the damn big wonderful spagetti as my supper
Jiahe- for always talking good things to YR(though is irritating)
- always helping me to create chance with her!

2006-11-25T11:05:00.000+08:00

25/11/2006 1105

Juz reach home nia..... COS duty yesterday....

Last sunday night i met yingru to pass her Bday present in advance.... then she see me eat dinner. Well.... we talk alot still.... everything still the same.... haha... talk+drink+eat after that book in from her house! then i mood swing... because need to book in again! Ya.... damn sianz...

Monday..... for the first time in my sergeant life i "knock it down" all my man..... Scolding+shouting at them.... shout until my tears also want to come out! buay tahan argh... The feeling is like punishing my frenz, my buddies, my brothers... thos who are close to me...... thats why every words come out from my mouth i feel that tears is coming out from my eye... donno y! Maybe is because i don even wish or care to bother to pump them all along..... but this time i really want them to know how to be a NSF! If we as NSF can't cooperate.... then we are Fiacking done in the whole 2 years!

then tues xiong..... wed COS.... thurs Xiong..... fri COS.....

thats all...

Ya... show u all the photo we took during number 2 birthday!

CHEERS! my 10+ year brother! or 13 years.. forget!

Happy Birthday!!
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2006-11-18T12:40:00.000+08:00

18/11/2006 1233

Happy birthday Cheebyeric! haha,.... haven pass u the present! haha... when wanna meet me? haha....meet me then pass u

Ha... last week till now do alot of thing. haha.... too much... in camp slp+ktv+train muscle haha... then got a run at nyp on monday then breakfast then out with hock+jian! haha.. then friday also got run at kallang... 7 km... damn tired.

Before my run i go supper with kian hock+alex+wenkang at chong pang nasi lemak! damn nice lo.... haha.. after that we go yishun damn chat chat then see ppl car then eat ice cream,.... then by that time is 3am.. then i went back to my god ma house then after i wake up 6+ am then go run the 7km then after that go lanshop with AE SPEC then reach home play game then number 2 call me say meet 1750 at mrt. cause he celebrate birthday!!!!

GO eat at changing appetite then after that go Blue Dolphine WILD!!... kanasai got bar top dancing somemore.... but i no mood play la.... not enough sleep i think! damn tired lor.... then i hate drink sia.... how much i drink directly transfer to below then go Q toilet! damn. haha. then reach home nearly 4am then bath then slp then now then wake up...

Tonight going chalet.....

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2006-11-13T01:39:00.000+08:00

13/11/2006 0132

Today jx jio me go out... too tired! thats y i come back slp whole day till 9+ then on com then play dota till now!

too tired is because yesterday go CMC house to play mahjong till morning! lol.. play with laugh budhha.... can u imagine a person can lose until he put his entire hope on the buddha like the picture! haha.... laugh until all my tears come out sia. haha... but that is not me! that is ZM... lol

Ended 0144 nitezzz everyone...

2006-11-11T03:12:00.000+08:00

11/11/2006 0305

Yawnzx yesterday after a great chat with yingru while she's on work... she said that his bf will be coming to find him. then ya..... then she offline

went to number 2 house to eat dinner! Nahzz.. actually my breakfast... haha... then me+number2 sit mao jie car to VIVO CITY..... suggested by number2! then when i step out of the car i was thinking whether i willl be able to see yingru anot.. because she say her bf find her at her work place.... which is near VIVO! The moment i get out the door of the carpark i saw Yingru!!!!! omg.... can't imagine that..... everything so qiao! Then.... only say hi. cause.........

Walk around the city then saw alot of actor + actress ... haha got ZOE tay some more... haha. but then i'm damn tired lo.. walk around juz to look for a present that i wanna buy! But then hor... in the end found nothing. After that MJ bought a jacket... thats all... haha then went back here play dota! then do nothing.. then after this ZzzzZZZZzzzZZZzz

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2006-11-10T11:13:00.000+08:00

10/11/2006 1107

So free..... while my camp brothers are still in camp.... i am still here writing all these shit. Ha...

yesterday surprisingly LongQuan call me say wanna come my house PEE! haha... then after his pee we meet Fendy+Shan+Ren for some kopi+Tea.... then saw the menu..... "Prata Bomb" wats that man...... haha... i will try that one day! after that reach marc house...

today morning drive marc back to camp! then i come back online till now... donno do wat shit... watch vcd.... while talking to yingru... till now.... after these... i gonna sleep... then maybe wait till number 2 come back then he'll ask me out!

Oh ya... number 2 is Tan Ying Ming...... Number 3 is Marc Tay Kai Wen...... I am Number 1 ! but is not for some good thing la.... We use to be "CXXX BXX number 1,2 and 3! I am number 1 because i am the most bastard! ya..

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2006-11-09T08:33:00.000+08:00

09/11/06 0826

Early in the morning! Haha... wake up donno do wat! yesterday i yesterday book out till now...... simply do nothing sia then sleep till now! more than 10 hours of sleep! haha.....

While i am here typing all these i guess all my Camp buddies will be scolding all the CBNM#$%^&*() because they are in outfield now! haha... but bo bian.... i come out for medical appointment! haha... so boring ya noe?

wow then hor... wat am i going to do? maybe i go find eric eat lunch later!

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2006-11-07T00:16:00.000+08:00

07/11/06 0025

Now chatting with pear online... after this i gonna slp.... need to wake up 5am then book in later! shit man. haha...

well.. today had a boring hiking.... about 10+km! Shit man. haha... a waste of time! force to do so! then listening to old man stupid talk again! ya... damn! haha then

we took some pictures! ..... some of them is using company's camera! ya... then my hp only got these 3 photo...... 1 of it shows the monkeys i saw in Macritchie reservior! Ya.... Monkeys!.. alot of them!

Ermmm basically after that go amk eat with jx wj + kh then after that dismiss then go back home all the way same la! .... keyboard guitar dota! haha.... chat with yingru also. A total change of mood! ya.... thats all gtg slp! tired!

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2006-11-06T02:24:00.000+08:00

06/11/2006 0217

Sunday morning.... wake up in the morning! expect to play some dota first but end up having breakfast with my Mum+sis(B)+sis(S)+nephew at bugis! Great breakfast.... then meet wei quan for lesson... meet yu xuan for lesson! after that...... ya.... suppose to meet pear but end up meet my parent for lunch then go back together! ....

come back play guitar more than keyboard! Then Pear call me from home.... ask me to talk to her cause she damn sianz! Wat the hell man.... miss my scorpion king show cause we spoke for more than an hour! Ya.... so long! Long until donno where... haha!

HMMMMMm.. juz finish dota! THen have to wake up early morning 0645 to prepare then go macritchie reservior! they say is battalion hiking! but......to me is a big piece of bullshit... pui... FXXX YXXX MXXXXX PXXXX !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOops... sorry for scolding until so fierce... but i really hate my current job!!!!!!!

Then juz now cheebyeric ask me in msn..... "yingru lei?" Haizzz............................................

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2006-11-05T02:07:00.000+08:00

05/11/2006 0201

Past 2 days in camp... alittle cock! FeeLing so moody! BOring la.... same old ting again.... totally turn off man! Rest so long then suddenly ask me go back... i buay tahan la! Totally no mood! Lucky got a bitch to entertain me through sms...... juz a stupid msg full of my name..... stupid... but brighten my day! thanks ah! haha... then all the ga gee ga gee ga gee stuffs.... shit man. haha...

Ya... basically doing nothing whole day... book out at 1800 then go out straight to eat with both my Sister and my little nephew! Haha....after that go back home.... talk cock sing song with my shortie mum! Then on computer... play dota... till now juz lag out! Then come here to write before i end my day and switch myself to sleep mode!

suddenly my mind feels very tired! but is as clear as the past! The only thing i am worried about is when is my book-in timing again? When i haven even reach the camp....... Tuesday my book in day! Well... i hate this feeling!... FXXX XFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh.... Nitez...

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2006-11-02T15:04:00.000+08:00

02/11/2006 1457 Book-in time = 2230

Thursday..... my book-in day! then book in day= sad day! book-in day make me don feel like going out.... so i nv jio ppl out! ppl nv go out also... so tired out of sudden! Ermmm.... ya... playing guitar+keyboard whole day.

So sorry man... cbric! wanna go eat lunch with u....but really buay steady le.... not like last time! Think of going out 1 hours muz well don go out! Different thinking from the past!!

Ya... then thats the neo prints we took it on tuesday night! Haha.... it seems that i very long nv take picture le especially neo print! if not wrong the last time i took is with XYZ+Ruiyan! And thats very long ago! ya... Suddenly see myself in such a colourful pic i cannot take it ah.... was rather bored + moody these few days! Then these 2 bitches brighten up my day by taking bright n colorful pictures....... Then well... bo bian got to act cute!.. anyway is fun la. Thanks Pear Thanks Min.... especially pear la... i saw ur dick. haha..

oh Ya thanks ziwei+jingfu+eric..... talking to u 3 brothers is another best things in my life! The best thing in DeWu is u 3 bastard man! nothing to say....... if one day u find me still training wushu then muz be because of u 3.... but most prob is impossible la! Anyway everytime dewu got activities u 3 sure jio me go de.... go there see or help or eat or talk!! Haha..... Cheers to our brotherly love! yeah..

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2006-11-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

01/11/2006 1537

Haha... Wat ah pear is wearing is the present we bought for her! Well that is my idea! cause she muz wear like a girl la. Her bird growing out le! omg! haha =D funny!

wow... then yesterday accompany kian hock go buy electric guitar! So fun man! then he bought a cheap cheap combo! everything bao ka liao only $220!!! Alright la.... to me every guitar is good is the BRAND that make up the cost man! anyway GOOD guitarist produce good songs with any guitar! LOUSY guitarist produce good SHIT with good guitar too! remember babe! ya.... i also wish to buy actually! haha ermmmm..... gian liao.. haha

Then after that i meet pear+min to drink tea at hougang! then we eat waffles at donno where ah..... hmmm.... the Galare i think! the tuesday half price waffles de la! Then they go take neo print! Actually i don want take one... cause 2 girls+Me.... i very sianz.. bu zi zai la! Then they say come come then i chiong inside la.. don care wat bu zi zai or wat la! waiting for them to scan the neo prints out! haha

Ya... then i today meet kian hock jogging at NYP after that we had our wonderful breakfast at the canteen with pear!! Then think we meet too late... then the sun was very hot sia.... can only run 10 rounds... thats only 4km! Wow then the main objective of the day is to have a wonderful breakfast! Then wow lao eh.... let me describe the breakfast man... Sausage+Mushroom Omelette+ham+spagetti+hashbrown+nuggets+potato wedges+Soya Milk! Shiok sia! Ya.... but i abit paiseh lei... cause i pull Kian Hock to sit down with me and pear! Then he might feel boring la.... cause pear talk too much le! gaghhaha. no time for me and him to talk!

Then me+hock go NTUC amk buy things! then haha... i bought a ANT KILLER! IT advertise that it can kill the whole family of ant! Hhaha.. gonna kill his whole family sia! my house got ant + camp cupboard also got ant!!! WOWOWHAHAAHA!

Then back now i gonna slp then wake up then go NYP meet wushu buddies to celebrate the birthday of Eric+pear+GY! but if i cannot wake up in time don blame me ok! haha! yeah... go slp.......

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2006-10-31T11:28:00.000+08:00

31/10/2006 1122

meeting KianHock later at sim lim at 1230 then i going to change the size of the tube that me+simin+JF bought for ah pear yesterday!

Well.... think she's pretty when she wore the tube and the mini skirt we bought for her! We spend most of the time persuading her at her house to change up then take photo with us yesterday! One thing i don understand is...... why she can wear the damn green sport bra and run around but not the tube we bought for her! she seem unwilling to change and damn paiseh! look at the face u will know lor. But pretty girl should wear like a pretty girl... am i right? u bitch! haha

ya then today going PS again.... =/ cause she's fat! cannot wear S size! haha.

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2006-10-30T03:01:00.000+08:00

30/10/2007 0306

Whole Day still waiting for ur reply since yesterday night...... thought u gonna reply today! HaiZz... always like this de.... ermmmzzz....

Today meet fendy+weiren.. cause long time no see le!!!! I can still feel the brotherly love between us! haha... then we talk alot! haha.... then afternoon i learn keyboard. Thats all.... don wish to talk much today. Not in Good Mood!

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2006-10-29T02:30:00.001+08:00

29/10/2006 0223

Whole day happy though i lost money on mahjong after going to the job career fair with army frenz!

all the way until when u msg me to ask me a question.... and let me wait there for ur reply through out the night! Wish to off the computer and sleep.... but u making me sad by repeating all that again! Nvm... because u donno how much it HURTS! Worst than any physical injuries that i ever had.... i hate telling u the truth to the question..... but u know i don like to lie! Ya right.... donno wat u thinking..... give u the answer but u gave me back a 'NO GOOD' solution + a unknown conclusion from ur mind and leaving me behind for another miserable night! Thanks alot..

U really donno how much it really hurts.... =(

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2006-10-28T03:27:00.000+08:00

28/10/2007 0320

Wow.... 27th was the macritchie reservior 7km competition. I only make my 60 to 70% effort (for RSM if not.. will be 0%+ fall out) because i am not happy about thursday exercise + live firing.... is wastage of time!! lol... don expect me to run for you when you let me reach camp at 0030 and slp at 0230 then wake up at 0530!!!!!!!! Though i ran in at a position of 33th out of 60+ runner...... but is enough and i am totally satisfied with it... because is none of my business! As long as i run to keep my body fit + most importantly i got to book out right after the run!

Ya.. then afternoon got so boring cause no host to play dota! then i keep disturbing yingru on msn! Then talk cock with simin.... then once after my sis come back i straight away switch on sleeping mode! sleep until 12 mid then i start to online.... play dota! Then new character not bad!

after this i gonna slp again!!

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2006-10-27T11:52:00.000+08:00

25/10/2006 1025

Damn man... donno why internet down! shit.... so juz wrote it on wordpad first... cause i going out later to meet pear then book in! yeah ya.... so

Wow... yesterday morning wake up 8am from marc house then i went back home cause i need to help me sister to shift some funitures in her jurong house... then help until 1300+ then i go stay at home play dota.... then shag liao then sleep at 1730+ but only a 10 mins slp then my uncle come and help me fix the heater in the house. Then i ask him teach me cause i don wish to bother other ppl. So i know how to fix heater liao from today on! Then the time is 2000+ then my mum cook noodle let me eat!! song ah... then eat liao at 2000+ then i straight away sleep until morning 0545+ then wake up and wash up everything then go macritchie reservior to meet RSM and all the runners for the 7km run again. But this time nv eat breakfast.... cause Hock cannot lei he need to book in 1300... haha suay ah!

Oh ya... then that time i juz found out that my cupboard still got the grasshopper that ruiling gave it to me 3 or 4 years back. Haha..... it used to be green... but now is brown! lucky last time got glue ah.! hahaha... hmmmm ya thats the picture!

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2006-10-23T12:27:00.000+08:00

23/10/2006 1225

Wake up early morning 6am to meet RSM that old man to macritchie reservior to jog 7km.... preparing for friday inter unit or wat la.... is shag u know? then me and Kian hock call wei jian down to NYP to enjoy my favourite breakfast in the past...... SET A with Spagetti + mushroom ommlette! then we 3 cock go and play snooker.... then daytona advance circuit! then that loser KH won.... eeee pui. haha

then hor.... u got read all these de meh? (<--- is for u de)........... next time those thing i don wish to let u know then i don write inside le......

hmmm... ya.. then come back practising keyboard then waiting for Dota hoster to online.... haizz.. no host.. ya then i talk to yingru online..... she like scolding me sia... wat the hell lor... then later ok le la...

ended at 23/10/2006 1250

2006-10-22T17:42:00.000+08:00

22/10/2006 1736

wow lau shag ah..... yesterday morning 6.30am wake up then meet all the kids go sentosa.... when i reach there i found the first BLANGAH!!!! then suddenly when the sun come out they happened to become more and alot!!!!!!!! then i know that blangah like to hide in the night don let ppl see and always come out and play... non stop man.. cause they had an holy AURA that protect them from getting black... wahaaha

then i realise that i am actually bbq myself.... haha.... then play very long.... almost whole day.

wow then at this point of time i think is because of army or wat.... i found myself very very tired of playing.. or i old liao... i juz wish to sit down one relaxing corner and watch them play.. but Ah Pear and wushan thought i am boring or zhi bi... KEEP asking me to go down to play with them. BUT I JUZ WANNA REST babe! give me abreak babe....

then it ended after i slept on the hammock or hammlock la.... then i very happy.... cause i going to meet this very very lovely woman later. and thats her. finally given another chance out with her...

then as usual i go buy ticket then go her house pick her up.... then same thing... lost my way while driving... donno drive until where.! all happened again. haha..

then we go watch this show "Sinking of Japan" wow.... is damn nice!!!! i falll asleep many time -_-" haha then after that show... i dr0ve her to ViVoCity at 2.47am and we walk around talking jokes and cocks while enjoying the super cold aircon. then later went up to 3rd floor... is like a sky garden like that... is so romantic huh. but too bad... i am bringing other ppl girlfrenz out doing this type of shit man.. haizz.. then after that 3.30am le... then i drove her home after we have our supper/breakfast at BPPlaza. then we take one nice nice picture at the carpark there.... i love that picture. then it was totally shag out.... but still have to drive all the way back home..... half sleep half drive.... then i sing loud loud make sure i nv slp... cause later i die sia.

then i reach godma house at 5.45am then i shag i straight away slp. anyway really thanks her for ALWAYS lending me the car. ... really paiseh de lei... i told myself... last time last time then.... still.. haha

wake at 10am... marc drove me home. then i reach home slp then untill 1130 wearing the same singlet and pant. then i late for keyboard lesson le... then wear the same thing go out again. then after lesson i meet jx to eat then i want to buy present for HER! then end up my pocket one big hole sia. i really like the present,..... so i bought it for her on the birthday... though is useless but still memorable la.... it COST me around $250 hope she will love it dude. hmmm... siaoz liao.. no money for Eric, Pear, Yingming, Shuan present le..... omg..... die die die die hai ya.... then i come back play my key board.....

2006-10-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

20/10/2006 2318

yeah ya... yesterday was a book out day then i eat with my parent.... the best food i wanna eat... metal plate toufu.... sweet+sour fish..... donno wat soup.... then furong egg.... + a plate of large fries.... it makes a perfect dinner to me!! yeah. haha.. then come back dota then slp..!

then this morning i happened to kana wake up by my mother cause she ask me to go pray my grandmother... then i juz go lo.. then at 10 plus i wake ah pear up.... then donnno wat the hell she talking sia.... think she is drunk ah.. then i call cbric to wake him up.... he also tulan then i call her again. then she still unconcious like that then suddenly she call me to confirm the time to meet eric to eat lunch...

then during the lunch.... we talk ALOT.... too damn lot of cock..... me and eric is super high sia... talk like no body business sia... i think the 2 auntie infront also scare we rape her sia..... too scary too high!!! haha... is so funny u know! ha.,... hmmm then i go back home then train some situp then play some keyboard. then play guitar then watch movie. then i like putting alot of ppl aeroplane lei..... hmmmm....

my army frenz jio me play mahjong.... then i nv go. then wei jian jio me out for movie with jx.... then castor jio me play mahjong also...... jiahe too..... then all i don want!!!!!! ...... so sorry all my buddies.... i too lazy to go out.... wish to have some time alone. cause i will be totally occupied tml.... i going to sentosa.. then after that i go switch on to standby mode again.... waiting to go fetch that woman..... to watch movie!!!!!!!!!!!! haha..... end.... nitez 2328

freedom on tuesday....

2006-10-17T19:56:00.000+08:00

17/10/2007 : 1955

Another freaking boring day.... morning wake up do some boring job. then book out for Peace Haven (an old folks home) for some volunteery work.. pretty kind hearted huh... but then my jobs is only to carry flower pot from a place to a place near swimming pool then job done! then really got nothing to do... don feel like going home.. don feel like going out... then finally end up in jx house. playing dota!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! play alot of MATCH until we shag then we finally rest then i got a chance to write this stupid blog again!!!!! then after that i got to book in to Chalet at 2230 again. then going to wake up and get boring again. haha.... thanks to the boring chalet. thank u thank u....... __ (0_-) __

ended at 17/10/2007 : 2006

2006-10-16T10:28:00.000+08:00

Waiting for you

Waiting for u.... love this song!

2006-10-16T04:05:00.000+08:00

161006 : 0359

151006 is a boring day man... wake up by a vegetarian to play game then after game go out with godmum for praying... then follow by keyboard lesson then meet my family at bugis then go for another session of praying. Basically practice whole day of of keyboard! before that Wei jian jio me out then lazy because Neo SK jio mahjong but end up nv play..... then i slp then wake up then watch tv then play dota... chat msn. haha then till now nothing to do then explore how to make my blog better! haha.....

basically whole practicing <<开始懂了>>

C Am Em
我竟然没有调头最残忍那一刻静静看
F Dm G
你走一点都不像我
C Am Em
原来人会变得温柔是透澈的懂了爱情是
F Em Dm G G
流动的不由人的何必激动着要理由相信你只是
C Em Am Em
怕伤害我不是骗我很爱过谁会舍得
F Em Dm G
把我的梦摇醒了宣布幸福不会来了用心酸微笑
C Em Am Em
去原谅了也翻越了有昨天还是好的
F Em Dm G C
但明天是自己的开始懂了快乐是选择

2006-10-15T02:08:00.000+08:00

151006

151006 : 0210 i feel so boring after playing a few round of dota. There is nothing i can do except sleep..... but sleeping all these stuff should be done in the camp! wat camp? Is a 2 year chalets and is free of charges!!!! every month got allowances somemore..... come join us ToDaY!!!! Wahaha.... oh ya... so boring until i surf net surf until ah pear blog.. then i start to write all these stupid things out in this MuSicAL PlacE..... i am still figuring out how to put MusiC inside this PlacE? ha.... first timer.... donno will carryon writing on all these stuff anot? anyway saturday is the day that i come out from chalet due to some major EXercise!...... then accompany my mother+sister+her son to eat good food because i want to be a good son! And also fail to meet ah pear la.... totally angry about that damn ass who insist the men to clean up the old+Dirty staircase then delay our book out timing. Really want to whack him man!! But.................... i'm juz like another lowest class dog in that big organization = USELESS! hmmm...... then i jio Her out..... surprisingly she say "i should be free around 10+.... but don wait for my msg!" i reply.... "ok good... i'll be waiting." Waiting.... Waiting... Waiting Waiting...... 1 msg receive!!!!! = "paiseh cannot meet u le.... meet u next week ba!" k that's cool... i'll wait for next week.... though ah pear jio me for sentosa cause dewu brothers and sisters going there again... it'll be fun!! hmmm.... ya... this picture shows all the unlucky person that is post to this chalet!!!! stupid